-Like Kingdom Hearts, I have a love/hate relationship with my user name.
-One minute I think "Oh hurhur it's funny and stupid" and the next "GOD IT'S STUPID. I SHOULD HAVE MADE BLACKHORSERIDINGSTAR OR SOMETHING ELSE MY REGULAR NAME INSTEAD. PLUS IT'S LINKED WITH MY TERRIBLE PAST."
-Soooo maybe if I have another "I hate my name ew" attack I will switch back to my BlackHorseRidingStar account.
-But I'm also too lazy to change every user name on every other site I go to so ugh.
-I like how there's a book about weed and stoner culture across from me.
-I also like how there's a hippie book across from me.
-I liked it that one time when I was in another section near the graphic novel aisle with the stupid succubus books, though. That was hilarious.
-There's a book called Sex,Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs next to me. That's pretty cool too.
-I wish my grandmother didn't get so hugely upset when my dog barks even just a little bit when a guest is over.
-When I mean hugely upset I mean GOES INSANE.
-She makes me put him in another room, and I can't leave him there because he has terrible separation anxiety and will bark more, so I have to stay with him if I need him to stay in one spot and be quiet. And she talks for hours to the guests so that leaves me confined in one room the whole time, so instead of that I just walk the dog around the neighbourhood so I don't get fidgety and impatient..
-It's really irritating.
-She did that today. :\
-Yet she kisses everyone else's dogs' ass.
-She kisses every guest's ass. And she acts like she's the one that has to buy all the stuff when it's my parents that do. EVERYONE we stay with acts like they do everything for us when it's the other way around.
-I'm really tired of living with other people and having to listen to their every command. I'd love to have some space of my own but we just can't afford that. Dad tries his best to get us some income but we always get rejected. He's trying to fight for it though.
-Still, it's frustrating. Everyone has this huge ego, and it's always "IT'S MY HOUSE YOU DO WHAT I SAY." I'm really tired of being treated like a lower class of human being.
-I thought, "Maybe when I'm 18 I should just move out, even though my parents haven't done anything bad, I probably need my own space and peace of mind for a while" but I don't know if I can survive on my own either.
-I don't understand why I had to be the one with the stuck-up, selfish, controlling relatives.
-I could be wrong, but everyone else I know has mostly nice relatives.
-Oh well, at least I have something to write a book about.
-I actually thought about doing that too...Just getting a journal or using the laptop to write a sort of diary-biography. I wonder if anyone would actually read it, or think I was completely insane. XD
-My mom suggested I get a journal and write my thoughts in it but I know it's just a plot to get me to write stuff down so she can look at it and find out what kind of mental problems I have.
-I bet you all are sick of me whining about my situations, especially if they involve my relatives. I apologise.








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Hide Comment Report Spam =wtenshi 11 hours 20 minutes ago
Yay thank you for faving Litchi and Ragna ^^
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most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
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Feel my Love... my Pain..and ALL OF MY ANGER!!!!!!
Exploring each other in every way you can imagine.
strive to live so in the end once we get to heaven we canbe grateful and thank god for the gift of life
me: BALLS, just say it dude!
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